I was out on Sunday with my mate with the Amflow. I borrowed his medium sized bike to get up that short climb. As a reminder, I used to be able to get up it on an mtb, that was before 2014. That section of the forest was closed for several years due to the impact of forestry work. 2019 arrived and my first emtb and the trail had been cleared!! I managed to get up it one time out of 3 or 4 on that emtb. That was 2019 - 21. I got my second and current emtb and my success rate of 1 to 3 or 4 continued. Then there was a gap of about 4 months and I haven't been able to get up it since.
I tried the Amflow in Auto in a few different gears, and then in Turbo. The story was the same; I get almost the top (like within a wheel), the front wheel starts to wander to the left and I lose the strength in my knees and I bale out by grabbing some branches so that I don't tumble backwards down the climb. It's where @Davee did himself a mischief and was off the bike for months. After three goes, I gave up and we carried on riding. Later that day, my mate observed that we had just gone up a steeper and longer climb without fuss, so what was the problem? He reckons that as I have fallen off backwards (several times!) on the problem climb and only managed to save myself by grabbing the bushes on the left at the top of the climb. He thinks it is all in my head. As I get to the top, I subconscioulsy steer towards the safety of the branches. He could be right!
Those branches were not there when I was on my mtb, maybe I should cut them down to remove my imagined safety net!