That looks absolutely painful. Be proud of yourself for not giving up and pressing on. I know what you've gone through. Life's hard, kick it's ass. You're living well and dictating your own terms for life.
It's amazing how fast things can turn to shit. Before my injury, I was a long distance backpacker and mountain climber. I rode my "Pedal" mountain bike about 3,000 miles a year to keep in peak form. I loved to ride Moab, Sedona, Hurricane, Downieville, Tahoe, Bend, etc.
I'd just got back home from doing a backpacking north to south traverse of Yosemite National Park. I was doing yard work and getting the house back in order. Like a jackass I decided to trim a tree. I was on a small six foot ladder when it kicked sideways and I came down off angle. It was just a freak accident....My ankle folded over and my Tibia exited out the side of my ankle taking the artery, tendons and nerves with it. What a shit show. The loss of blood from the severed artery caused the bones and cartilage in my ankle to die. Doctors initially discussed amputating my foot due to the extensive damage. Nope Doc, ain't happening. They next considered totally fusing my ankle top to bottom. They said I'd be able to walk to the kitchen for meals and I'd be able to take my garbage cans out, but riding a bike wasn't in the cards. I said no. By this time, I was now open to having my foot amputated. I'm 62, not walking was killing me. I figured I could run a 100 mile marathon with a titanium foot. I'd rock that thing, get it painted camouflaged for stealth purposes. Covid hit, no surgeries, I didn't walk for a long time. I really missed riding with my buddies.
I came across an article where doctors from China and later the USA, used 3D computer technology to computer print precise ankle bones using CT Scan measurements. The plastic replicas were then used to cast solid metal ankle bones with polymer flexible joints. The ankle is one of those rare joints where some of the bones are held in place by surrounding bones and gravity, but no ligaments. The ankle can be spread apart and new metal bones inserted in place of the dead bones. I mentioned this to my doctor who told me "no." My doctor said it was too experimental. I reminded my doctor we were talking about cutting off my foot. What do we have to lose? He said okay. I said wahoo!
In November of last year, I had the new ankle bones molded and the replacement surgery done. By January, I was walking again. The ankle replacement was a 100% success. My ankle does hurt like hell at times due to nerve damage, but what the hell, I'm mobile. In February, I asked my doctor when I could get back on my bike. His eyes started twitching....He could tell I wasn't go to take No for an answer. We "Mutually" agreed upon April of this year to start riding again.
I've put 1,000 miles on my bike since April. It hasn't been all roses. At one point I considered quitting mountain biking. It hurt badly at times pedaling my mountain bike. There's a lot of built up scar tissue. My cardio also sucked after not walking for 18 months and I had virtually no leg muscles. I pressed on and put about 400 miles on my pedal bike. One day on a ride, two guys passed me on a climb. They were laughing and talking about sports. They were on eBikes. I was blowing an "O" ring from the climb. It was one of those, I'm going to spew kind of climbs. I said the hell with it and the next day placed an order for an Orbea Rise eBike. It saved me and without a doubt was the best money I've ever spent. I'm back on the black diamond trails and I'm an obnoxious eBike riding buddy with my pedal bike friends. Life's good ya know.
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